This is a major thing for me since I never been this decided before, I really do love this person very much, his name is Darius. I truely love him and care for him. I mean those men in my last journal dont even matter to me anymore and that the fact is that he is just so perfect for me that we match so much on different levels of things that its great, not saying that we dont have differences because we do but nothing that argueable about. Anyway i am planing on seeing him after my birthday when i turn eighteen, I dont think...I know that I am not in any real danger when it comes to him, in fact I believe he is the most gentle soul that I know; except some of the family...Anyhow, I do love him a whole bunch and that I just hope that this works out